My mind wanders...

My Mind Wanders...

My mind wanders to horizons unknown,

Leaving no crevice unchecked, unturned no stone,

I search for the one I can call my own,

My safehouse, my hideout, my treasure, my home.

I wait, I wonder, I wish, I desire,

To find someone with the same passionate fire.

If I have to, I'll go through a fiery pyre,

Because true love isn't something you can get for hire.

There was something different in the air, when I saw her that night,

Even doing the right thing ever felt so right.

I promised myself that with all my might,

I was never going to let this girl out of sight.

So i flirted, I wooed her, I proposed, she said yes.

The moment was inexplicable, I must confess.

How I longed to see her in her wedding dress!

But I wasn't meant to be happy for long I guess.

She was gone, she was dead, I was broken, I was shattered,

Because now that she wasn't there nothing else really mattered.

I beat myself up till I was bruised and I was battered,

What else can a man do when all his dreams in the wind get scattered.

So I breathe, I exist, my existence is my bane.

It kills me a little everyday, it drives me insane.

But I continue to live, I'm numb to the pain.

Only waiting for my end so I can be with her again.